A painful, yet lively and even funny testimony of female persistence through the hardships of self-discovery and recognition. A story of desire, and not just sexual, of a woman who placed all her bets on a marriage that ended up in failure, and then embarks on a process to reclaim her identity, her uniqueness. A search for connection, acknowledgement, and sexual validation that every reader will easily relate to. Rich anecdotes about online exchanges and encounters with potential lovers. Mysteries uncovered, emotional upheavals, confusion, chaos, uncertainty, disappointments, inner motivations, sexual discovery, commitment, loyalty, morality, exposed emotions, self-doubt. An unclear affair that raises many questions and leaves