Exposure to pornography at a very young age and sexual abuse when I was 14 years old, made my life hell. Quite frankly it ruined my whole life. I lived with daily battles that created a war within my soul. This torment lasted until I was 40 years old. I could no longer live with the trauma, the pain and suffering, emanating from my childhood events, I needed help. Just like many adults and children do too. Don't we all have a story? Some stories are more attractive than others. This is my story. It is real, authentic, and raw. So many ask the question, Why? Not all our why's have clear answers. And often, we never get an answer. Why adults stay stuck in early childhood trauma? Why pornography will ruin your child's life? Why do children need early intervention from trauma? Why are parents blind to see the warning signs from trauma? Why is a safe environment so important for a child to develop? Why can the trauma of sexual abuse last a lifetime? Why does Jesus care? Many of your why's will be answered through