Every day, 129 Americans take their lives. Anxiety Disorder is no respect of persons -- or religions. People of faith, however, are sometimes leary of seeking help for fear it will stigmatize their witness of God's love to others. This is the story of a Christian pastor's mental-emotional collapse and the horrors he and his family faced trying to survive this debilitating and devastating crisis. Many readers are "in this picture," suffering silently, either unsure where to go for help or refusing help altogether. Written in narrative fashion, the author walks you through the unfolding nightmare of this terrifying experience. Telling his story with breathtaking descriptives, the writer lets you feel his pain and hear his agonizing thoughts until