One of the best books I've ever read . . . EASILY up there with The Girl on the Train and Eleanor Oliphant' - Ruth Jones What if the problem with your love life is you? If I Can't Have You by Charlotte Levin is an all-consuming novel about loneliness, obsession and how far we go for the ones we love. Samuel, the day we met I knew I'd finally found what I've been waiting for. You. Happiness, at last. Then you left me. And now I am alone. Everyone I love leaves in the end. But not this time. I'm not giving up on us. I'm not giving up on you. When you love someone, you never let them go. That's why for me, this is just beginning.